It’s a long time since I updated this page. I had a major breakdown at the end of 2019 and have had several since including one that caused the breakdown of a wonderful relationship. That unfortunately was a failure of trust which was all my fault. I didn’t trust my partner enough to tell her I needed to rediscover myself. I also nearly lost my best friend through a collapse in trust.
On the long road to recovery, understanding what emotional blackouts mean, and claiming my identity rather than being what others want of me.
I’ll probably do an essay on emotional blackouts and another on claiming identity.
When you’re never allowed to individuate as a person through your entire life it becomes a real challenge in later years but now I have my own agency and will openly admit to who I am.
I’m bi/fluid sapiosexual. I love the person for who they are not what they look like and what gender they present. Since I started just being me there’s so much support and love in the world.
So this is me coming out on WordPress something I thought I’d never do.
Remember that that it’s never too late in life to be you.
Love you! ❤
Madly Ever After 
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