Madly Ever After

I have decided after all I have been through is to treat myself as already dead, each day from now is something new.

It is different from the my early life where nothing really mattered but now everything matters, each day is a joy and my choices are my own and life seems so much more vibrant. it is like electisity running through my veins, take each day and take a chance.

I can only live one day at a time, i can only care for me.

My life, i choose to use it as I will now.

So I ride!