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I am counting down using the Apollo 11 sequence
I move in T-6 days. South coast here i come. Micheal Collins was mission pilot of the command module on Apollo 11, Columbia.The lonliest man, when Armstrong and Aldrin landed he was alone in the Columbia for days and the orbit made him the person to have been furthest from Earth thaan any other. His…
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memories
So it is done, i am free of the rat race. i think i’ve found a rental which i really like and have applied for. it is nice dropping off little photo memories of people, an actual signed and dated photo, i still have my memory but there is a no facebook/instagram/snapchat thing. a photograph…
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Finally
i can hand in my work kit any time now and i may have found a flat to rent. today i have trying to tie up loose ends. i have a pocket sized printer which i will be using to leave a trail of memories wherever i go. this is an amazing time of my…
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10 print “Hello World!”; goto 10
Back to BASICs i have sold my home of nearly 30 years and quit my job. plans on moving to the south coast for less than half of what my London place went for and then travelling the US. Work is seeing if i can do garden leave rather than working out my notice. Annoyingly…
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Adding memories
So i had luck with the sunset reflecting of clouds and birds flying across it. i am leaving this area.my life is changing.
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it has been a while
i’ have had a difficult time over the last couple of years. spent ages trying to get a diagnosis for IBS and incontince only to repeated told it was stress and then to find a consultant who diagnosed very early onset colon cancer. After three surguries i am clear but have to walk with a…
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I haven’t written on here in a while
There’s reasons, mental and physical health. Both of which dull your motivation. Today I had a call from the doc’s I’ve been battling with tummy issues for a fair few months. It was thought to be an auto-immune response but after a biopsy they are pretty sure it’s several precancerous bowel tumors. One colonoscopy done…
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This is to my best friend
I understand We have conflict. You won’t talk because you’ve retreated and so I am scared and retreated as well. With time this will resolve, I trust and love you. Just need to find a way to talk again
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Making Jigsaws in the Dark
Putting yourself back together after any sort of break down is so hard. I have been dissociated in varying scales for so long it’s impossible to describe to anyone who hasn’t experienced it. It is definitely over a month since I had executive control, going by my laundry and kitchen sink. If I was taking…
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Dealing with triggers and taking a step back
I’m explaining this to myself I react very quickly when faced with something I get a strong emotional response to. Main triggers; love, loss, abandonment, anger, violence, shame. All fear related. Each time I feel one of these I need to step back, each time someone else presents one of these I need to step…
Madly Ever After 